Bender. That is really the only word I can come up with to describe my eating lately. I just can’t seem to stop myself.

Sugar is the problem. Sugar is my meth and right now I am deep in it. I have been eating, candy, donuts, brownie, cake, you name it. If it is sugary, I’ve been mainlining it. I am disgusted with myself. How can a person who knows so much about healthy eating, eat such crap? How can a person who is adamantly against refined/processed foods, be loading up her body with them like a god damned junkie.

It has to stop. It stops now. I’m putting it out there for the world- as of this moment I am going cold turkey off all refined sugar.

Fat Mom hath spoken. It shall be done.

10:22AM EDT August 23, 2012

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